The One I Want

We thought we were forever, but fate had other plans...I never intended to fall in love.This girl had goals and guys were an unwelcome distraction.Until I met Garrick, my sophomore year of college, and he blasted through the walls I kept around my heart, tearing them down.He knew what he wanted, and he wanted me.Falling hard and fast, I experienced the rollercoaster highs and lows of first love.Until life threw us a curveball, and everything flipped overnight.Stuck in a limbo state, I was falling apart while trying to be strong for my boyfriend.Then he entered my life. The hot, slightly older guy who looked like a cross between a tatted biker and a billionaire businessman.Beck understood me, and our situation, in a way no one else could.As a friend, he held me together and helped to piece back the shredded fragments of my heart.I didn't mean to fall in love with him-it just happened.No one understands, least of all me.Now my heart is split in two, and I don't know what to do.Is my first love my one true love? Or do I belong with the man who brought me to life?