More Than Life

We're not a good fit at all. But when's that ever stopped anyone? I'm drawn to him like a moth to a flame. We had one night together last year, and I ignored him completely after that, so the frosty reception I get now is well-deserved. I can't get him out of my mind, however, and once I share a little about what happened last year, he quickly thaws. Nik's bright and colourful and flamboyant and definitely not my type. Yet spending time with him feels more right than anything. I'm not out though and Nik's never been in a closet in his life. I've got a choice to make: allow myself to fall back to where I was last year or to stand up and take full control of my life again—including deciding whether I really want to be with Nik or not.