Magic takes a toll. Â It shortens lives, damages people, and lets magicians be used as weapons in a war. Â
Jocelyn is one magician who survived that bad time and still works for the magical ministry — or rather, overworks for them.  To all appearances, he's pulled together, competent, and functional.  Although he has bad memories and nightmares, he manages.  But he would like more from life: to find a man he can love.
A forgotten file tells of several magicians who were put in a mental hospital after the war. Â Finding no other records on the subject, Jocelyn must take a trip to the sanatorium to sort things out.
One damaged magician is still there after all these years: a handsome, sweet man with missing memories, a shy, gentle nature, and a great love of drawing.
And the moment he meets Ellis, Jocelyn knows: This is him. Â He's the one. Â Can two damaged men help each other heal, survive all dangers, and find true love? Â