Wayward Deviance

Bentley Craving her was never part of the plan. She came into my life when I knew that I had to walk away. The life we live isn't safe for a girl like her. I'm not good for a girl like her. I like things rough and dirty, something I don't think the pretty little blonde knows. One night is all I give her, one night of the most vanilla sex I can muster. Walking away was the coward's way out. It was the right thing to do, I know it. She deserves the white picket fence and all that shit chick's dig. That wasn't me. I'd ruin her if I had her again. No way I'd let that happen. Having my brother's watch her was the only other option until she moved on. She moved on from me and it stung like hell, but it had to happen. Brynn One night was all it took to get me addicted. The way his hands felt as they brushed over my skin burned into my memory and it's what got me by. Chase wasn't Bentley. No one could take his place deep inside of me. I kept all thoughts of Bentley far from my mind and it never went away. I needed him like I needed to breathe, but he left. He's a bastard. The moment his motorcycle pulled back into the lot of Wayward Cycles, I knew every little plan I had made over the last two years was going up in flames. The minute his hand touched me, I melted. It didn't take much to get me to ruin my future with someone else. I hate him. I have no idea what I'm doing. He's going to ruin me and I don't care.