Shouldn't Have You

From NYT bestselling author Carrie Ann Ryan, continues a brand new series where second chances don't come often, and overcoming an unexpected loss means breaking everything you knew.


Harmony Wynham has been many things in her life: daughter, friend, student, lover, wife…and now, widow. Getting past those labels and finding who she could be without them was the hardest thing she's ever done.

Then she became friends with Brendon. 

Every time she looks at him, she sees a past, she sees a present, and she's afraid if she looks too hard, she'll see a future.


Brendon Connolly has known Harmony since before she got married. Before she lost everything. He didn't know that one day she wouldn't be just his friend but the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with.

Only he don't think that can happen. 

Not when every time she looks at him, she sees what she lost, and he can only see what he can't overcome.

He loves her, even though he shouldn't. Somehow, they need to find a balance. 

Because if they don't, walking away will be the hardest thing she's ever done—even if it's the only thing he should do.