Sacrificed for Spring

My first time and my womb will be sacrificed for the Fertility Rites.I am one of the only young girls left in my village with my innocence intact. Tonight are the Spring Fertility Rites and I will sacrifice myself for the Earth Mother. I will be taken by ALL the men of my village roughly and without protection for the first time. I have to get pregnant to save the year's bounty. But I only want one of them, will he be there? Will Arlen have me? Or will my humiliation be too much for him?