Making It Count

Today's meet up with Lucy and Leah got me thinking about something that I have thought about a million times these past few weeks. Actually, make that the past month and a half. Due to the fact that all of us will be saying goodbye to one another soon, I think it would be a good idea to tell Logan that I lied about thinking that he and I were better off as friends, when the truth is that I am still completely in love with him. To this day, I do not know why I said that in the first place. Even though he said he agreed, I could tell that Logan was lying. Ever since I lied to him, I have wished with all my heart that I could take it back. Journal, I have decided that, at prom tonight, I am going to tell Logan that I still have strong feelings for him. I can't keep the secret of wanting Logan in my life as more than a brother figure. It hurts too much.