As Sybyl faces a hysterectomy, she fears the loss of her sexual self. Laying out a Tarot reading before leaving on a trip to honor her and her artistic work, she decides to take use the opportunity to show a long ago lover what she has learned of BD/Sm since he started her on the path. The Tarots cards carry the truths about that encounter as she confronts her fears about her physical loss even as she celebrates a huge success for her creative self.