He's in My Dreams

Amber's just seventeen, but wants to die. With no chance of remission, she's tired of pain. Regret makes her even more miserable. She's never been in love. Never had that first kiss. She can't even imagine what it would feel like. Her mom is so bitter about her own past, she refuses to answer Amber's questions. About men. About sex. And most importantly, about what it's like to fall in love. Then Amber meets Ryder, and everything changes. He's exactly what she'd hoped for in a guy. Not only is he funny, smart, and kind, he's better looking than any actor she's seen on TV. When she's with him, she forgets her pain. He makes her want to live again. There's just one problem with her newfound love. He exists only in her dreams.