Get Even

He broke my heart. She died. He used me. She made my world go round.
 He tore me apart, put me back together and tore me up again.
 She was the only person who truly loved me. My mental state is…questionable. My life is in ruins. My heart is ripped to shreds and it'll probably never be put back together again. My twin sister, Sarah, passed away a few days ago. She was the sun in my sky, the grass between my toes and the light to my dark. I miss her so much. I don't know if I can go on without her. My ex boyfriend, Tate, has come back into town for the funeral. I feel rage. I feel despair. I have violent urges. I have this need for revenge were he's concerned. My brother-in-law, Max, is acting…strange. I think he's hiding something, something I don't want to find out. He might be the glue though, the glue I need to hold me together. My name is Farah and I want to get even for every single lie I've been told. I want to get even for all the things people have hid from me. Mostly I want to get even for this black hole my heart has been turned into.