First Time with the Major

I think he wants to control me. My life is comfortable, predictable and boring….Until, That guy next door walks into my café..He says he is new in the town. And I wonder if he is experienced with…..women.Those hard abs under that crisp shirt make me wonder how HARD I could make him.Those Greek God like looks make me want to surrender. And that voice…My world turns upside down. As he whispers my name. But how can I do this? Should I let go of the fears from my past and try and venture into the unfamiliar future that awaits me? Should I let this guy control my desires….and my life?